I want a love!
(With 'want' being the key phrase instead of 'need' mkay?)
But wait........... like what/where/when/how love type love?
(With 'want' being the key phrase instead of 'need' mkay?)
But wait........... like what/where/when/how love type love?
I want a love to relate-some-shit before and during our relationship type love. I want a love like you hassling me to do my homework while you do yours too type love. It's actually tight after exhausting brains when we tell each other what we just both gained in knowledge from school or our days type love. I want a love like you opening doors for me, you talking on the phone to keep me company cause you know without me confessing that I'm actually a tad bit paranoid and scared while I walk or bus home alone. I want a love where it's not just about the material things cause he knows I can buy my needs and wants but those type of moments where it's just him that I need and want type love. I want a love that'll crack mushy gushy lines just to make me laugh cause we both think it's stupid to say those things on a regular basis type love. A love whose mastered the art of tickling the funny bone in my head then we'll laugh at each other's retarded laugh type love. I want a love like it's hella Bonnie & Clyde version 2009; ride togetha, stay together type love. Yenno, you teaching me how to surrender my love type love? Even an attempt to re-make the Love & Basketball or Brown Sugar romance live in reality like on screen cause he knows those are my fave movies of all time type love! A love that isn't too protective but wants me all to himself and vice-versa cause he wants me to stick up for him when other chicks try to holler type love.
I want a freakin' love about compassion and not only about cum-passion type love!
I want a love like him saying how sexy I am when I'm all natural type love. Then say how much he likes me in sweats or in basketball gear than a mini skirt type love. I want a love like him not knowing what to say because he's so speechless when I walk down the stairs with my hair nappy and a big t-shirt on type love. But I also want to be able to knock him off his feet when I fix up, look sharp occasion-permitting or just a surprise for him type love. I want a love like him thinking of me while I'm thinking of him wondering if he's thinking of me then call up one another to say something useless or random to share type love. I want a love like him offering to watch a suspenseful or an adventure kind of movie and me couldn't agreeing more type love. I want him to be the wallpaper on my Crackberry, doing something ugly and stupid to his face just so it reminds me how much I adore him for his quirky imperfections type love. I want a love where it's me and him against the rest of the world but still giving a damn about saving the world alone or together type love. But he has a life of his own and I don't need to be calling him up every hour of the day or every night cause I respect and trust him when it's homeboy day or family business time. A reassuring love that'll remind me I'm his favourite homegirl and would consider me a part of his family one day (with no rush) type love.
"I want a love that is unexplainable as he is."
........... but damn, I don't have one!
After reading this, I need'a get off my ass before I lose my chance to find that LOVE TYPE LOVE!
Haha.
2 comments:
I hear ya, grrrrl. One day. Haha.
haah
def jam poetry = <3
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