When I Reminisce over you my Dog.

It's ironic because lately I've been on a browsing frenzy for online puppy ads then sharing pictures of cute dogs to friends and secretly wishing for those puppies to appear magically in my room. I don't know if my mind was subconsciously doing those things on purpose to avoid something else but... what I haven't been doing is looking at my dog's cute pictures. However, today after lunch my pa put me back into perspective.

He took me to Sugar's brothers and sisters' home to pay a visit.
(Out of random too. I guess I wasn't the only one in the family being phased about Sugar lately, weird.)

Seeing those Sugar look-a-likes opened the cracks of my broken heart again. But what I didn't expect was that it also provided me with the comfort my heart was secretly seeking months after the incident happened on August 31st. I had to swallow the lump in my throat while I was there but right when I came home and especially receiving the sweet message Harriet left me in my inbox about another site of for sale dogs....

THE TEARS JUST RAN LIKE WATER FROM A BROKEN FAUCET.
It's not even remotely funny how much I still miss her and how I'm not close to getting over it...

This video I found, "Dog Rescues Injured Dog From Freeway" (click) doesn't help my emotions either. Or even the fact that the only video we had of Sugar in my mom's cellphone was sent away to the Philippines.

In conclusion, I lied about not having a Christmas wish list year (my apologies for being a hypocrite). But I promise all that's on it is a very far-fetched wish for a puppy to be welcomed into my home again. It'd be preferable if the dog looked and had the exact personality as my late Sugar. Hey, a girl can dream right?

(Sigh. Please Santa....)