1. CRAMPS CAN GO DIE. This is the only part of being a girl I despise like fuck.
2. I've been feenin to go shop like mad lately but I'm containing myself. If not, the paycheque load will never sum up to the half I need to fork over to my parents in order for them to get me a ride. *Fighting temptations.
2a. $$ minimizers: contacts, cell charger, fall jacket/boots/clothing, new perfume, my secret accessory *ahem Justine!, heels for B's cotillion, a re-layering haircut.
3. Today/tonight was nice. When is it not? Highlights: I cleaned his eyebrows! Haha now he looks even more handsome mmmm. Plus, him buying & getting addicted to honey cause of the Bee movie & my research of the beneficial effects for his ulcer. And to top everything off.. Mcd's for dinner! Damn, I'm spoiled. Haha not. Thanks for bearing with my excruciating cramps during the drive home baby.
4. I MISS JUSTINE RENEE SANTILLAN. Enough said.
5. I've modified my being to let bygones be bygones...... obviously due to past experiences & circumstances. Except this time, I need to stand up for myself. My words will not be left unsaid. Just wait.
6. I don't miss high school at all. Buahahaha. I knew I wouldn't & that I was ready for the biggest transition thus far. But I have the deepest sympathy for those who still have to endure that dungeon. Don't mind me while I sit in luxury going to school for only 2 days a week but yet still acquiring credits for a full semester.
7. FUCK CURFEW. I feel like such a little kid. I need to get out of here as soon as I'm able to be stable. It's bad enough that I already feel like a renter in my own family cause of the minimal interaction & respect that takes place when I'm under this roof. It's not like I'm a drug addict, an alcoholic, a whore disrespecting her body, or a failure in school. Sigh, acceptance especially after I try really hard to please them can never be acknowledged. 18 years of living like this...... my fuse is finally reaching it's low.
8. Note to self: Breathe. The home life is only a quarter of a portion of my life lately. This is a perfect example for me to excercise patience. *Good luck. But! Thank goodness I can't complain about the other aspects cause I know to evaluate what's UP before it gets me down. Thank you very much.
2 comments:
I can hugely relate to #7.
We're good kids!
WORD, MA.
1. I wish you were me so you could experience (severe, faintly) cramps every 1.5-2 months for 3 days at the heaviest flow!
2. WE'LL GETCHO HEELS. I've been feening splurging but I get all paranoid (which is a good thing to prevent such splurging)
3. There are 415 calories in one egg McMuffin. I KNOW - my response was "damn... I like them"
4. a) WHY THE FREAK ARE WE CITIES APART!? I miss the D.I.R., too. I'm in N Van more than I'm in Vancouver now,
b) therefore seeing my mom less and less... whatever, sacrifice the commute/minimal home life for the future!
5. Watchu talkin bout?
6. UM, WORD. I think we were ready before we even graduated. (hence, my/our skipping... hehe "fuck that shit")
7. "renter in my own family" - shit, I feel for you in the sincerest way possible. No daughter should have to feel like that, no matter if she happens to be in Asian/Filipino family - where's the slack in this situation? Just save that $$$ and you'll be outta there in no time. Don't mind me mooching off your place cuz knowing my mom, I'll still be "living with my parents" at 30 ...which means my kids will either be w/ their father or in my basement HAHA (well, assuming that I'll HOPEFULLY be a mom by 30 - I wanna be young!)
Hang in there like your hanger-in-yo-mouth smile (haha)
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