(Hate is a pretty strong word. So I’m going to use it but I really mean it in terms of just having a strong dislike for things at the moment)
But I hate my schedule because it automatically gives me the "excuse" that I actually can't go to church anymore. I'm totally lacking spiritual peace.. Also the fact that the many managerial changes are taking place at work sucks massively!
I love my attachment to my Macbook and Crackberry Javelin to the point where I can divert countless hours with just learning from the world wide web (not just Facebook ok? Rather, my most viewed are the Sun/Province newspaper site and my daily trusted blogs) or learning from my friends & relatives on my growing 56 bbm list or those random texts I love receiving!
But I hate technology as a distraction to my studies and even as an excuse not to leave my room to spend time with my family. Oops.
I love being inclined to the tv world once again and pretty much memorizing the times of certain shows *nerd.
But I hate neglecting my itunes filled with underground/new/classic Hip-Hop, Neo-soul & RnB. If I could program my ears to listen to both consecutively from different ears without getting confused I'd do it right now haha. Also, I hate watching tv by myself!
I love(d) binge-eating for the past month (I've grown a frequent craving to fries mmm..)
But I hate that I have to give it up after tomorrow because April marks the start of achieving that desired bikini/toned look I want for the summer. I have to re-implement a workout schedule from now until the weather is appropriate for those leg-baring short-shorts and sleeveless outfits! I'm excited.
I love being in love... that euphoria of being and having that companion on that level. Where everything from talking to/about them, smiling because of/at them, relating to those real Hip-Hop type love songs, thinking about them at random times of the day becomes almost automatic. The fact that loyalty is the most prominent aspect despite both your independent lives or just the unexplainable realness and discovering the simplicity in each other, y'know? I just miss the feeling..
But I hate how love is so close to being tangible. However, I can't even begin to look into that feeling if it's all about the surface. Sometimes I even hate that I seem so high-maintenance when it comes to this department; how hard is it to ask for an equal attraction to your thoughts, the workings in your world compared to our already present chemistry? I'm hoping you delve into your inner character to find that you really do have what we're lacking, not just because I advised you of my wants & needs. "I can't get serious with a guy whom I'm lacking so many things from and you also can't get serious with a girl who is asking for more than what you can offer." For now, I just miss my best friend..
I love my friends! I think I have been surrounded by some of the greatest and chillest people ever. I am grateful for each part they play in my life. I'm the type not to be regrettable for losing those from the past because I can walk away knowing I worked hard to keep the losses from occurring. So now I've grown to accept that there are just those that aren't supposed have a permanent spot especially if my efforts aren't appreciated or even at all recognized.
But I hate people that make it tolerable to neglect one of their closest friends just because they see a significant other more often. I mean if you can make the effort to make time for the person that you're fucking and the one who's obviously obligated to you then it should swing the same way for the person who's there for you unconditionally when you are with or without a significant other. Unless I'm mistaken that bf's/gf's hold more importance because of those frequent emotional & physical "benefits"? Either way, peace up... index down because I'd never, ever tolerate losing my homegirls/homeboys to a boyfriend! That's just downright selfish and immature.
I love buying such cheap articles of clothing and improvising them to wear. For example, y'know that plaid dress I wore to the Yote on my previous entry? That was just a normal buttoned down men's polo shirt ($10) from one of my vintage stores but I turned it into a dress without the need to cut or make alterations. All it was was turning the shirt around to hug my body and knotting the sleeves in the back (which was thankfully hidden by my cardigan or else you'd see the back of my bra haha)
But I hate how I'm not talented enough to pursue anything in the fashion industry :( I guess it's always been a far-fetched dream aside from my aspirations of being a Lawyer. I predict me as being one of those people in the future that frequently changes careers... and I'm cool with that! But for now, altering clothes and outfits will just remain a hobby haha.
Hahahaha so true! What do you love and/or hate right now?
1 comment:
Defs agreed.
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