All dogs go to Heaven....

Rest In Paradise my Sugar..

If you all are wondering how/why/when this happened.. I was at work. My parents didn't want to inform me while I was there in fear of me bawling my eyes out. Right when I get into my backyard, I see my mom crying, I was paranoid cause I thought she was crying about me so I just non-chalantly went up to my room.

Then I hear my dad..
"DENISE! COME HERE."
"Why!"
"Just come here!"
"Why..."
"Sugar's gone..."
*Runs outside*
*Heart breaks*
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!!!"
"She got run over by a car in front of our house.."
*Tears after tears after tears*
"WHY'D YOU LET HER OUT!"
"We didn't.. we didn't know that she got out of our gate..."

.... I never knew losing a dog could ever be so depressing... My babygirl was still a baby.. She was my first dog and she didn't even stay for more than 2 years... You all might think I'm insane or way too melodramatic but you wouldn't fathom where I'm coming from until you've actually had and gotten attached to a dog of your own..

Now I won't get a greeting everytime I get home, no more licks out of nowhere, no more saying 'sit' and getting obeyed, no more cuddling up and sleeping beside her on my bed, no more forgiving her for chewing up my 6th cell charger, no more scratching noises if I don't let her in my room, no more waking up to whimpering at 7 or 8 in the morning, no more "babygirl" calling, no more kisses, no more stomach rubbing, no more seeing her lick the shit out of her pussy, no more counting her numerous nipples.... NO MORE SUGAR ROLDAN. Fuck.



Looking at you in that box.. So helpless but looking so peaceful.. with an unconscious smile plastered on your tiny face.. We taught you well; smiling despite despair. "Wrong place at the wrong time" - it's the most unfair and most heartbreaking I've ever endured in my life so far.. But just know that you were the best dog we've ever had. You opened everyone's heart in this family and we'll see you again someday.. My first and only baby.... I love you.