Physical Turmoil.

After enduring all the symptoms of food poisoning (fuuuh that "FUHH" place) and having a, what I thought of as, a healthy weekend... Tuesday night, after my nap... I burn up! It was not pretty and I did not feel pretty at all; Shivers/up temp. from the head down/headaches that lead to crying/bodily aches/burning eyes/yenno the whole deal. I was really worried cus I was just feeling dandy at school/the whole weekend! Couldn't fall asleep til 230 even after consuming Advil (pain reliever my assss!) then woke up again at 5 experiencing the same shitty feeling. Shit happened... which lead to my exhausted state just knocking out. The next day I made my way to my doc and with the symptoms I described.. he immediately classified it as 'Influenza' (which sounds more lethal than what it is usually known as, the 'flu') so he prescribed antibiotics which he said would relieve this virus after 1-2 days. It's even tougher to try to recover your physical state if your emotional and psychological state cannot cooperate. So as of now.. for my body and for my life's sake, I will try not to burden my emotions and psyche too much. However.... Easier said, than done.

With that out of the way... the more pressing question still lingers not only on my mind, but my friends' and my teachers' minds....
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.. AND MY HEALTH?
(Since getting sick can be considered as my body's dirty habit nowadays ever since I got that flu way back during Winter break. My health isn't consistent cus of my weak immune system and that is what my doc is really worried about......)

.......I don't know... yet! I still have yet to visit my doc after recovering from this cus if I get tested now.. there will be a discrepancy with the results cus of the virus. Tests will begin on Tuesday and up until and after then... it is really up to God for what he has in store for my health (don't say I sound cheesy or too spiritual, cus it's true).

If it's not much to ask... Can ya'll please pray for me?

As I type this though, my fever seems to have calmed down for the whole day. Which lead to my relaxing day filled with pampering and whatnot just for prom preparation; "Got her toes done up with her fingernails matchin!" That's the thing though.... when I think I'm feeling good all around (most especially my body), that's when it all proves me wrong. Optimism plays a prominent role in this right? So... SATURDAY, HURRY THE FCK UP. Oh! And bring Sunday and Monday along with you too while you're at it.

PS. Thank you for the surprising amount of people who were worried about me last night after seeing my msn name. Not only did you guys calm me down... but also proved to me that there are hidden characteristics in my friends that prove they got my back. And that alone, makes me feel 100000.99999% better. Just wow.