Happily Ever After? Or.... Happily Never After?

"Now how come your talk turn cold
Gained the whole world for the price of your soul
Tryin' to grab hold of what you can't control
Now you're all loss, what a sight to behold"

(Sidenote to self:
What's wrong with you? Isn't this the moment you've been waiting for since the beginning? Are you back to your reserved, protect-yourself-from-getting-hurt shell? Isn't it ironic that when circumstances are on your side this time..... You shy away from it. Could it be the fact that when you are brought up so high.... you coincidentally fall back even lower; Because of that consistency, you can only fathom inconsistency? Answer your rhetorical questions, Denise. .....Or is it that the answers are already inevitable?)

"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, but only love."
- Too farfetched, too idealistic? Hell...
I'd give up my practical mindset only to be proven wrong..
Just once.