Wow. I have been sitting my fatass on this lazy train for too long, hence my last two posts not even being written by me! HAHA, thanks babe! You definitely know how to make my day whether I need you to make it or not. Despite reminders too. I just feel bad for burdening you with my asshole brattitude on a few days of the month (aka today *hehe) Regardless, you'sa keeper.
In a nutshell....
FULL-TIME NERD & PART-TIME HOTEL RECEPTIONIST/MANAGEMENT ASSISTANT ;
I've been sleeping late/in and just cruising by school & doing the necessary's; making it happen in terms of the work load. It's funny cus my parents don't even give 2 shts about my attendance in school anymore due to the fact that I got all my University pamphlets/entrance letters already. But! I shouldn't get my big head stuck on that cus I can't afford to fail or drop any of my marks before finals/provincials in order to graduate with honors to complete my 5 year honour roll streak.
This month's gonna be h-e-c-t-i-c! Why? Because ontop of the rushed curriculum being thrown at us, our heads are completely being brainwashed with the excitement of prom! WOOOH! (Which reminds me... shopping on Saturday anyone? I still needa buy me a clutch & accesories!)
&... After grad has been the hot topic lately and it's kinda ironic how late everyone came to their epiphanies in terms of what they want and don't want to do afterwards. I belong in that category but my revelation is not the complete opposite of what I've always dreamt to be. Aside from being the Social Worker/Criminologist/Lawyer, I've looked upon Hotel Management and the whole Tourism plan too. Since I have the perfect experience & am familiar with all the perks of each department in this industry, it's become appealing. Thank goodness for the choices! And these choices are made easier by really supportive parents who actually don't mind whatever I aspire to be in the future, just as long as it's practical and to my liking. You have no idea how much of a relief that is!
Interesting / pathetic / unnecessary....
Isn't it funny what lengths people go to just for the prime purpose of ego redemption? Or is it as simple as the pang of jealousy? Who knows.... and quite frankly, I don't give a fuck as to what motive it serves. What stood out to me is just the fact that it was done. Youngin's these days need to figure how they want to portray themselves once a problem is resolved. And unfortunately for you, little one... you claim to say that you got it all figured out. Is it called figuring it out and moving on when you still dwell, or go as low as to publicize a supposed 'closure' or 'diss' to parties who don't even give you the time of day anymore? Yeah sure..... people fuck up, people disappoint you, people's 'true colors' come out.... but there's a reason why that path lead to the fucked up one that you're treading on. So just learn to shut the fuck up already cus it's OVER. I lahahhahaugh at the way you compensate for your state that was and is abandoned by uttering that it wasn't your preference in the first place. Yeahfuckingright. And for the record? You were the side-dish/left-overs/speck of shit on the table cloth (and I'm not the only one who holds this opinion). You were the one who threw yourself on a vulnerable individual thinking that you got what that other girl couldn't offer to him. High-horsed who thinks of herself too much? Dingdingding! I used to respect you (on a first impression basis) before you even mentioned anything about where I fall into place in this situation. Yenno why? I really didn't give a fuck as to who you were in his life, let alone mention your name out of the blue. I had no right cus I believed there are two sides to every story... but now... surprise surprise! I now have the right of say all because of your bitter self. If I was desperate enough to let him forget about his past by force, I would have pussy-blocked him from the get-go but you were really no threat to us. He made sure I knew that, too. So, don't even try giving him any of your crap anymore cus the dude's moved on, accepted his faults and even tried to make up for it and apologizing. You, on the other hand, have proven differently just cus you got burned on more than one occasion. One more thing, I actually expect another ego-redeeming nigga-lipping shit talk as a reply but don't expect this to go on. I'm gonna nip this in the bud cus you hold no significance in my life and in his for that matter. Good luck little girl!
In a nutshell....
FULL-TIME NERD & PART-TIME HOTEL RECEPTIONIST/MANAGEMENT ASSISTANT ;
I've been sleeping late/in and just cruising by school & doing the necessary's; making it happen in terms of the work load. It's funny cus my parents don't even give 2 shts about my attendance in school anymore due to the fact that I got all my University pamphlets/entrance letters already. But! I shouldn't get my big head stuck on that cus I can't afford to fail or drop any of my marks before finals/provincials in order to graduate with honors to complete my 5 year honour roll streak.
This month's gonna be h-e-c-t-i-c! Why? Because ontop of the rushed curriculum being thrown at us, our heads are completely being brainwashed with the excitement of prom! WOOOH! (Which reminds me... shopping on Saturday anyone? I still needa buy me a clutch & accesories!)
&... After grad has been the hot topic lately and it's kinda ironic how late everyone came to their epiphanies in terms of what they want and don't want to do afterwards. I belong in that category but my revelation is not the complete opposite of what I've always dreamt to be. Aside from being the Social Worker/Criminologist/Lawyer, I've looked upon Hotel Management and the whole Tourism plan too. Since I have the perfect experience & am familiar with all the perks of each department in this industry, it's become appealing. Thank goodness for the choices! And these choices are made easier by really supportive parents who actually don't mind whatever I aspire to be in the future, just as long as it's practical and to my liking. You have no idea how much of a relief that is!
Interesting / pathetic / unnecessary....
Isn't it funny what lengths people go to just for the prime purpose of ego redemption? Or is it as simple as the pang of jealousy? Who knows.... and quite frankly, I don't give a fuck as to what motive it serves. What stood out to me is just the fact that it was done. Youngin's these days need to figure how they want to portray themselves once a problem is resolved. And unfortunately for you, little one... you claim to say that you got it all figured out. Is it called figuring it out and moving on when you still dwell, or go as low as to publicize a supposed 'closure' or 'diss' to parties who don't even give you the time of day anymore? Yeah sure..... people fuck up, people disappoint you, people's 'true colors' come out.... but there's a reason why that path lead to the fucked up one that you're treading on. So just learn to shut the fuck up already cus it's OVER. I lahahhahaugh at the way you compensate for your state that was and is abandoned by uttering that it wasn't your preference in the first place. Yeahfuckingright. And for the record? You were the side-dish/left-overs/speck of shit on the table cloth (and I'm not the only one who holds this opinion). You were the one who threw yourself on a vulnerable individual thinking that you got what that other girl couldn't offer to him. High-horsed who thinks of herself too much? Dingdingding! I used to respect you (on a first impression basis) before you even mentioned anything about where I fall into place in this situation. Yenno why? I really didn't give a fuck as to who you were in his life, let alone mention your name out of the blue. I had no right cus I believed there are two sides to every story... but now... surprise surprise! I now have the right of say all because of your bitter self. If I was desperate enough to let him forget about his past by force, I would have pussy-blocked him from the get-go but you were really no threat to us. He made sure I knew that, too. So, don't even try giving him any of your crap anymore cus the dude's moved on, accepted his faults and even tried to make up for it and apologizing. You, on the other hand, have proven differently just cus you got burned on more than one occasion. One more thing, I actually expect another ego-redeeming nigga-lipping shit talk as a reply but don't expect this to go on. I'm gonna nip this in the bud cus you hold no significance in my life and in his for that matter. Good luck little girl!
To you loyal readers..... try to ignore that previous paragraph cus I hardly have hate rants. My maturity level distills daily haterade but this one was an exception all because of provocation.
All's still well that ends well and still sporting a hanger in my mouf =]
