Laughs for approx. 10 mins occured after waking up to me calling him....
JUSTIN GONAZALEZ....BIAN
JUSTIN GONAZALEZ....BIAN
(Justin Gone as a lesbian)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Only 'cause he called me 'Denise IsaBEAST Roldan' the previous night!
To change the pace of mood..
This entry initially was supposed to serve the sole purpose of a vent after the events of Friday night's party. One of a negative tone, persay. However, I will not let that affect the positive flow of my day today. But that does not prevent me to have a say after those happenings. Long story short :
I will not shoot the messenger.
It was just unfortunate that that source could have potentially jeopardized an elementary friendship. But, what I've learned from those true fews, "He wouldn't have said those things if it wasn't for the fact that he's associated with her." /(H & K) To think that after I received those second-hand opinions from him, that it would improve the situation....
Think again... They only worsened it.
Why? Well... how would you rationalize your emotions after being accused of not doing shxt to improve the situation? Doesn't that only officialize the unappreciation? Thus, the reassurance of my success of moving on. Also, how would the peace remain consistent with the person/situation if jealousy still plays a dominant role? I did not need a reason to doubt another friend. Especially after I have come to terms that this friendship/relationship is by far, the healthiest one I've encountered. Whatever the reason for that planting of doubt may be....
Let me make a few things clear:
1) That doubt only assured me of the strength of this current friendship;
2) It also served as an assurance of the strength and lack there of of the past friendship that was lost;
3) It made me realize the little importance of my presence in her life after I tell her my thoughts & feelings from my own mouth and in return... I receive hers from a second-hand donor;
and 4) Sure, I broke down, I felt like shxt, I felt abandoned after she was gone... but hey, since she claims to know me very well, she should also know that I bounce right back up from situations like those don't I? "I'm happy now" - I meant what I said to him with every fibre of my being.
*Snap back to reality!*
I think that was way more than enough information for your creeper selves & let's revert back to the title of this entry! "Baby" is not only for the friendboy... but also for those constants! Friday was just full of something huh? Kaye & Ray coming over, heading our selves to Melv's & upon arrival people were already fxcked (hillarious point of view to be fully sober), identical shots with Kaye, talking on the phone & gaining advice on how to take care of people from the bubbaboy (thanks babe!), tears (though not from being substancially influenced) and a new-found sense of trust when it comes to me & partying (right nigga?)......
"From up here I can only dream to kiss you....
Until then I miss you..." - T-MINUS 3 WEEEEKS BETCH!
/Peaceluhh&alltheabove - Denise IsaBEAST Roldan
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Only 'cause he called me 'Denise IsaBEAST Roldan' the previous night!
To change the pace of mood..
This entry initially was supposed to serve the sole purpose of a vent after the events of Friday night's party. One of a negative tone, persay. However, I will not let that affect the positive flow of my day today. But that does not prevent me to have a say after those happenings. Long story short :
I will not shoot the messenger.
It was just unfortunate that that source could have potentially jeopardized an elementary friendship. But, what I've learned from those true fews, "He wouldn't have said those things if it wasn't for the fact that he's associated with her." /(H & K) To think that after I received those second-hand opinions from him, that it would improve the situation....
Think again... They only worsened it.
Why? Well... how would you rationalize your emotions after being accused of not doing shxt to improve the situation? Doesn't that only officialize the unappreciation? Thus, the reassurance of my success of moving on. Also, how would the peace remain consistent with the person/situation if jealousy still plays a dominant role? I did not need a reason to doubt another friend. Especially after I have come to terms that this friendship/relationship is by far, the healthiest one I've encountered. Whatever the reason for that planting of doubt may be....
Let me make a few things clear:
1) That doubt only assured me of the strength of this current friendship;
2) It also served as an assurance of the strength and lack there of of the past friendship that was lost;
3) It made me realize the little importance of my presence in her life after I tell her my thoughts & feelings from my own mouth and in return... I receive hers from a second-hand donor;
and 4) Sure, I broke down, I felt like shxt, I felt abandoned after she was gone... but hey, since she claims to know me very well, she should also know that I bounce right back up from situations like those don't I? "I'm happy now" - I meant what I said to him with every fibre of my being.
*Snap back to reality!*
I think that was way more than enough information for your creeper selves & let's revert back to the title of this entry! "Baby" is not only for the friendboy... but also for those constants! Friday was just full of something huh? Kaye & Ray coming over, heading our selves to Melv's & upon arrival people were already fxcked (hillarious point of view to be fully sober), identical shots with Kaye, talking on the phone & gaining advice on how to take care of people from the bubbaboy (thanks babe!), tears (though not from being substancially influenced) and a new-found sense of trust when it comes to me & partying (right nigga?)......
"From up here I can only dream to kiss you....
Until then I miss you..." - T-MINUS 3 WEEEEKS BETCH!
/Peaceluhh&alltheabove - Denise IsaBEAST Roldan
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