1/14/2008

IT WAS RAINING, MR. SUN...

Have you ever felt a time where the slightest negative mishap triggered you to anger? When every little comment, whether be it a joke or not, affected you in the biggest way? And when it comes down to it, the only person who definitely does not deserve it, bares the brunt of your wacky emotions? Then, without warning, you hyperventilate as if you've just been physically hurt? As if the substance rolling down your face into your hands & lap controlled your whole body? Do you ever ask yourself, in the middle of crying, trying to recollect yourself, how you can recollect yourself? Or what it is that induced you to act this way? Then you convince yourself you know not of the reason of the reason of the tears?
Welcome to the neglected world of built up inner tension courtesy of the outside forces of your world.

Shortly after, the voice on the other ear soothes you with his input and realizations of your nature. Things become comphensible with just one simple little phrase of, "Babe, you know why.." And until then you are concious of the illegible imprint your tensions have left because that person has made it okay for the imprints to be legible again. And through it all, he assures you that it is okay to break, it's okay to be vulnerable, and it's okay to lower your pride in order to arrive at a sense of peace. To arrive at an understanding just so that you are able to place your pride where it is most comfortable again. Thank you, and you are undeniably amazing.

4 comments:

Justin Laylo said...
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Bianca said...

and i love you :)

LMN said...

Soulmate! Guess what?! The "I-wanna-take-out-my-stomach-and-punch-it" cramps are slowly going away! :):) They listened to you! Haha.

jovin said...

more like jovinator the procrastinator, haha.

ill post them up...later =P